First we ate some snacks then we were off to study. So, since I didn’t have any occupation, I accepted the offer and went to her house with her. I knew I needed to help her in physics and chemistry. One day, after the school, she asked me to come to her house to study. But I couldn’t figure out if he was his bf or fuck buddy (it’s not important at all now). He was pretty sexy too and I knew she deserved a good guy. In school, she had a boy next to her quite oftenly, named Miguél. We were hanging out together at school even sometimes after, we were chatting almost everyday and only in a week we were quite good friends. I met her through a friend of mine and later we became closer. She has light brown hair and big green, shining eyes, very shaped body. There cannot be any man who doesn’t find her beautiful. She was pretty popular and very sexy to be honest. I’m also considered ‘quite handsome’, I’m not sure if I am but that’s what I heard many times. Pretty amateurly but I enjoyed them a lot. Well, as a gay I’ve had experiences a couple of times. It’s an awkward mentality I know but this is exactly how I see girls. And as I said before I’ve never had any sexual experience with a girl, not even dreamed of kissing, having sex with a girl… I feel myself belong to my own sex, not to girls, and I don’t think I deserve girls. But I was just someone to talk to for them and there was no attraction between us. Most of them know I’m gay and we share a lot of things with each other and sometimes even they tell me about their sexual life. I love girls and there is a different kind of relationship between us. I mean I find many of them beautiful or sexy, I have many girl friends and I even like spending time with them rather than boys. Yeah, I am gay and I had never feel any sexual attraction to girls.
To begin with, I’m 19 years old now, this happened like 6-7 months ago, when I was still 18. Since it’s the most unforgettable experience I’ve ever had so far, I just wanted to share it with someone else. This is not a usual story from a gay boy I know.